10 Long years

It's been ten years today since Caesar died, I still have remain in Rome and since I never been married nor in love with anyone else, it seems like Julius was my only love and will be until my last breathe. People around the city still talk about the great Julius Caesar, makes me proud to see my husband name still in high. They understand that he died doing what he loved and that is to serve the great people and the great city of Rome. Century's from now people all over the place will remember Julius Caesar & just reenact the life of Julius. Gives me great pleasure to ever love such a wonderful man like Julius Caesar was, I believe no other man would be born like Julius. I can only imagine the great success and the wonderful ruler he would have made, make Rome the city he always have visioned on. I will always love Julius and I will always remember him as long as i'm alive, can't wait to be reunited with the love of my life and see he's face once again and be next to him for eternity like it was meant to be..

Me and My Baby! I love you so much Babe! 

Last Memories..

Since Julius death, everything seems so wrong. At nights I couldn't slept, I spend my days laying next to he's tomb and just thinking of our last day together when he walked away from me, without a Good bye. I gathered he's belongings today, couldn't  bear to see them, I called on Mark Anthony and gave him all of Julius papers, works & a Will he had left behind. I wouldn't know what to do with he's things so i'm better off giving it to he's best friend, I could tell Mark was devastated by the loss of Julius as I am also. I know they we're very close friends, they fought many men's together and traveled long distances through all the years. It helps relieve all the pain by writing things done, I just can't seem to get over the fact that I will never see my husband. I hope I can cope wit the pain and move forward from here and on.

Goodbye Love!

Oh Julius, My beloved Julius! what has happened to you? I can't believe this is happening to me, they have taken the love of my life away from me, the man I loved and cared so much has depatured from this world. I can't control myself, I feel the pain, the anger and the emotions running through my body and into my vains. I warned him and he didn't listen, could have I done more to avoid this? This feeling of guilt lays over me, I just did what I can to stop him but he over heared the people shouting he's name and proclaming him has new king of Rome. I believe no one is ever prepare to lose someone like this even with all the preparation it still gets to you, can't bare to think I lost my Julius, for good! Eight Years of war and just to come and be killed by one of he's very own.

Awaiting My King!

Time has passed by now and no sign of Julius but i'm not worried at all! who am I kidding? i'm going crazy! I'm sure he's just talking and spending time with friends from the Senate, maybe i'm just overreacting to this whole situation i mean it was just a dream, im pretty sure we all have a few bad dreams during our lifetime. He's the bravest man I ever seen set foot in Rome, there isn't a thing he can't do or conquer and that's why I married such a man! Ever seen I lasyed my eyes on him I know he would be mines. The Cityof Rome loves Julius as much as I do and now it's all he's and mines, he had fought for years for he's people and stood tall and never gave up despite what was said of him, he's a true Romanian and.... Ooh Wait, I hear screams! There's people running wild in the streets. what's going on? I see a man covered in blood, I must ask him what has happened!

Oh No Caesar!

I am concern about the well-being of Julius! I am troubled and anxious deeply about the situation, I can not allow Julius go to the senate. I must share this news with me, warn him about not attending to senate and last night I dreamed about a death of Caesar. This nightmare showed a state of Julius Caesar with an hundred spouts with blood floating out of it and many lusty romans came smiling and bathe their hands in it. As a Wife, this is something beyond scary, I must share this dream with Julius and only this way he can believe me and not step a foot in the senate, it has death writing all over it! I can't bare see him walk away with Decius and not know if this is the last time I will see my beloved Julius, now I must await he's arrival and just hope for the best. Sitting here anxiously  is making me bad, I must lay down and calm myself down before this dream gets to me, I know my Julius is a brave-hearted soldier and with he's own hands had killed many, i'm pretty sure he can overcome anything he faces, hopefully.